Wow, it's been 4 years and in all this time we have been spinning our wheels. It's hard when at first you wanted to start over, even asked me to marry you and we got engaged. Then, reality set in and relationships take work. I was willing to put in the time and work, but you couldn't get there. I feel used and my heart is broken now. How to pick up the pieces, yet again. Why did you have to let our past get in the way of our present and future? Life is too short and want to love someone who can be honest, especially to their own family. I wish you happiness and know it's time for me to start over and move on. C